I Pray

I pray
For courage
I pray
For love

They say:
'The nerve!
He's gay!
He'll never receive blessings from above!'

But they don't know
If only they did
Maybe if they knew what I know
Their tiny minds may expand

I have gifts
And have tried to receive them gracefully
Seeing rainbows, lights and feeling it as consciousness shifts
But now I know who I am

I am an angel of light
And the lights are my angel companions
The rainbow is my birthright
I use it to heal

Yet, being this is also being another
I'm a demon
I don't care to know about that because it makes me shudder
But it's the dark lord that owes me

I pray for clarity of these things
What do you pray for?