Repeat

Why does your image haunt me
Even now?
Was that really how it was supposed to be?
At this point in time, I wouldn't know how

I loved you first
And you stole my heart
Unfortunately, how it went about was the worst
It tore my world apart

I know the specifics
Acknowledged the mistakes I've made
How about you, the prefix?
Because now it's pretty hard to make lemons out of lemonade

To go back to that version of me
Before everything I'd hoped for fell through
Yet, find a way to avoid a repeat
Is what I'm determined to do

I'm collecting every piece of me
Going down the rabbit hole
This isn't where I've aimed to be
But necessary to retrieve what you stole

So, I'll brave every memory
To confiscate who I am
Then, I'll bury you in sedimentary
And leave the rest to the sands

Coincidence

Things are different now
Falling into place
I've got to find it somehow
The ability to save face

Because I'll lose myself in this
I'm more than 100% sure
Is this mere coincidence?
Where could this lead the future?

I'm stressing on made-up delusions
And losing my heart to distorted illusions
I need to meditate on peace
And soon I'll be able to find it with ease

I know the truth
As it stands
His warmth's the proof
Somehow I know he understands

There's really no way to know
All I can do is believe
Go with the flow
And be open and willing to receive

Freedom

We waste another day
In land called free
Who saved us anyway?
We stand on guard for 'thee'?

I don't think we needed saving
But we sure do now
'Cause it's not just concrete they are paving
It's also the forests they're tearing down

Strip us of our spirits
Throw us in the dust
We already know what fear is
With a cold, hard coating of lust
Blanket us with rust
And pray to Baphomet this world won't bust

In the end, we have our ways
Throw all your weapons forth
They won't touch my infuriating rage
It covers me like a cage
And in this act, sets the stage
We must keep our compass point North

I have keys many, all lined in a row
Cost no pretty penny, cost me not a soul
I open my mind, and you'll jump inside
To steal all these secrets it holds

Armor and weapons
Magic and myth
I call all this forth from mine own dark abyss
Baphomet help you, he could only wish
That his inner darkness was in fact dark as this
Monters, demons, mad scientists too
They all fin and fiddle to my buckaroo
In this world, I do say as I please
And here I make Lucifer bend to his knees
Struggle and struggle, he will with his might
He just aught not to see through such a fight
Boil and bubble, he'll swell and he'll sway
And citizens of Earth would not know what to say
Let it be written, and if taken down
Surely your last breath would be as if drawn underground

Escape

How can you just leave us behind?
Do we mean so little to you?
Leaving us blind
Scrounging over leftover food

Did you ever love us at all?
Must be another lie
Did you ever think about the fall?
Because while you go down, we'll fly

Dust off these wings
Too long they've been abused
And, yes, it stings
Because of the deception, we were so confused

Fly up, up, up and away from here
Touch the tips of the atmosphere
No longer blinded by judgement or fear
It's time for us to get out of here

Science Experiment

For the longest time
I was in someone else's shoes
Doing all the things I could not stand for
Being the person I most dreaded to be

All the hope was mine
Mine to lose
I had no idea what I stood for
But now I'm starting to see

This wasn't who I really am
It wasn't ever me

I'm not the kind who wins the fight
And I don't get first place
But I am the one to do what is right
And can handle losing with grace

I'm a lover, not a fighter
This saying, here, holds true;
I came here to make this world brighter
And it's something I must most definitely do

For so long I was twisted
And I was far from my true self
I soon was conflicted
Feeling left on the shelf

But I see now it's not so grim
Better days ahead
Now I know the chances aren't all that slim
And my dreams will continue living because they aren't dead

Betrayal

Why am I tortured like this
Calling me out on my flaws
I just wanted what you owed

I admit my language was below par
But I've simply had enough
It wasn't meant to go on this far
I'm not a pushover any longer

I called you out on the situation at hand
And I sure as hell was mad
You told me a ton of lies
Force fed until I cried

Now I'm nothing but an empty shell
The devil and his minions will drag me to hell
I can't blame anyone else but myself

Powers

Sit up straight
Fold your legs
Palms to the sky
Draw in the universe
Let go of all attachments
Just be for a while

Can you feel the love?
Because it's overwhelming now
No need to force this
But its here if you want it

Up above
They're with us now
Ignorance isn't bliss
And right now we're taking a massive hit

When push comes to shove
We need to know how
This is my one true wish
When we have the power, to know what to do with it

Mother of Monsters

She walks a treacherous path
One tainted with hate
This dream, all she had
For a purpose, it's not too late

We raise our paws up
To lend our power
We hope it may just be enough
To make the scoundrel cower

Although she's misunderstood
I believe her words
And though you might say she's anything but good
We mustn't compare her to those low-life turds

Wielding wit and knowledge to her own advantage
She battles demons daily
It's my sincere hope she does them damage
Because they're driving me crazy

But, have no fear!
Little monsters in bound
Acceptance of all and intolerance of hate is the ship we steer
We have faith Mother will turn the world around

We are mighty as one
But divided we fall
A spiritual battle has begun
The light must prevail for the good of all

Future

What will become of this heart of mine?
Delicate and damaged things intertwined
And in turn can only affect my mind
To drive me crazy with the truths I find

To each their own, we're often taught
But it's just this right, we've all been bought
Left alone, left to rot
And junk piled on like an empty lot

What will become of the days to come?
Coming in like the workman's son
Tired, haggard, in need of fun
Honest, disciplined, the work all done

For now, our skies are filled with poison
Not to mention contaminated oceans
And, of course, we're left with the notion
To live a lie, just drink this magic potion

So much commotion, and in the midst
A fragile, humble, meek little hiss
'Maybe its the love we all miss?
The hate lingers on, a terrible cyst
If we can remember the good, and forget the rest
Wouldn't it really be for the best?'

Few try to hold on to this little voice
And it's this thought that does persist
So maybe if we make enough noise
This future could really exist

Magick Alignment

So much to do
And no time to waste
But everything I do
Is done with such haste

Yet there is no time to stand around pondering
The time for action is during this age
No more time left for wandering
We've been made specifically to grace this stage

Wide awake with so much questions
Who, what, when, where, why?
I should know these life-learned lessons
I shouldn't just expect them to fall from the sky

How can we know what we know is a lie?
Masked by an aesthetic face
How do we know the horrors lurking inside?
Sent from the darkest regions of space

These poems are my magickal rite
This keypad, my runic code
Through the power of the internet I've mastered flight
This blog is my gnostic home

I cannot see clearly what is near
But I am ready to put up a fight
I have nothing left to fear
I have the knowledge in my heart of what is right

Truth brings me here
And yet I stay
Like a wandering fool, I've strayed too near
But then again, I feel better off this way

My fire inside is burning bright
No one can put it out
I can see clearer than ever by its light
This is the age of hope, not of doubt

Hypothesis

If all I'm given are clues
How do I interpret them?
If I'm expected to pay your dues
Could you at least release me from them?

All I see are pieces of you
All I hear is your name
All I can feel is your touch
All I want is solid evidence

These hints lead me to a hypothesis
One I can't be sure of
It comes and goes as it pleases
In the end, it's not enough

I need something concrete
Something I can be certain of
Everything I knew has fallen
There's no way to rebuild what was again

Fall From Grace

How have I fallen so far?
Been to hell and back
And got the branding to prove it
But it wasn't my true nature

My calling was by God's decree
To fly and sing by his side eternally
But my soul heard another call
A distress signal, an S.O.S, heeded by all

Our talents were needed
And if the mission to be accepted
We were to undergo forced amnesia
Forget all that we know to become 'Human'

And so, this task took it's toll
On our souls, our true beings sent to aid this planet
Our common sense is what they stole
And traded healthy forests for diseased granite

Now we have to make our stand
Let the world know our cause
Remember the ingenious events planned
To grab the beast in our jaws

Dark Lord

I once stood where you stand
Destruction, my medicine
With blood on my hands
It was me who held the darkest sin

You think you're so smart
Deception and confusion to blind us all
So, let us go back to the start
To the beginning of my fall

Commanding legions
Waging wars
Conquering new regions
Disheartening enlightened stars

I was on top of the world, so it seems
And what a place to be
But all these voices, and all these screams
Led me astray from what I should see

I tried to run, to no avail
They tied me up and tried me
I lived to see my kingdom fail
And in death was made a mockery

But now, the cards are in my court
And you're the dirty rascal
Through your limbs and bowels, I'll sort
With bombs and tanks, we'll blow up your castle

I'm one devil
And you happen to be another
Come down to my level
We'll fight it out, one against the other

I've got my minions
And you've got yours
Where would you stand without their opinions?
To this end, I've always stood facing closed doors

Even if the dark abandoned me
I've still got the light
If they were to leave you in your agony
Could stand up to fight?

I know time after time you've tried to deceive me
Your efforts prove futile
I'd never give in to you so easily
In all truth, your incompetence is infantile

To take you down
Will be a glorious day
To see you lying on the ground
I wouldn't have it any other way

Meaningful Musings

They were right to say what they said
They were right to stand where they stood
They were wrong to hide in fear
They were wrong to wait this long

If I had it my way
The elite would never control us
If I had it my way
The elite would not be elite

When I make a noise
Everyone will take notice
When I make a change
Everyone will realize

It takes one idea to change this world
And there are many swimming about now
Now is time to put them into action
And I'm constantly flinging them into motion

These ideas are bigger than I ever could have imagined
And it seems I've grabbed them all
But I can't give up now
I've only just begun

Intermittent

You came into my life
And uprooted eveything
It really wasn't right
But it was you who changed everything

I was lost in the world
With nothing to hold on to
Blackened, cracked, and curled
There was no one to turn to

And you came out of nowhere
Only to hit me with an arrow to the heart
I told myself I'd never go there
I swore it was too painful to ever start

Yet, I gave in
I gave my heart to you, served upon a silver platter
I thought I could trust you with it
How could I know it was about to shatter?

All these little broken pieces
Left on the ground
Mountains, valleys, and creases
Showing me all the times my heart was lost and found

These little shards
Are left calling out your name
In the end, I know it's in the stars
These shreds will love you again

The Light

They've confused us for far too long
With false hopes and dreams
We've all been in the wrong
Because they just love to hear our screams

The darkness shrouds our vision
In shadows, we makes pacts
To never stray from the inquisition
To lay out all the facts

They can't stop us
We've come to far now
But they will try us
And we must never back down

No matter how many times we're pushed down
No matter how many times we're told to stop
Each time we'll get up swinging
Each time we'll shut them up

Our powers are limitless
Of that I am certain
They tip-toe amongst us with timidness
Terrified, because we've got the strength to hurt them

My people are with me
The guardians of the light
I think it's time for the world to see
I stand here willing to fight for what is right

Expect the Unexpected

I'll soon have the training
To do what I'd hope for
Someone to cure my family or friend
Someone with the power to put the world's suffering to end

But I'm not naive
Certain incidents prove eligibility
Intuition, healing, psychic knowing
All of this because of spirituality

When will they wake up?
When will they just see?
I don't have time to sit and wait for answers
I need to create my own

I'll do this by easing those I know into this world
Angels, Demons, Aliens, the list goes on and on
Basically, teach them what they don't know
Teach them what they should know

This knowledge
So shrouded in mystery and tabooed
When all along it should have been passed along
This knowledge, we should have consumed

I, for one, am putting up a fight
And now I know what I must do
I must refuse to put out my light
No matter who does not approve